Monday, April 25, 2016

Pink Moon 2016

It's been a very tiring few weeks. I am have a few issues with my health and it's taking a toll on my energy.

The month of April brings the full pink moon. Some people think the moon is named so because it turns pink, but the truth is a lot more simpler. "This full Moon heralded the appearance of the moss pink, or wild ground phlox—one of the first spring flowers. It is also known as the Sprouting Grass Moon, the Egg Moon, and the Fish Moon." -- from the Old Farmers' Almanac

This month's card pull from the Fairy Oracle that I use was pretty straight-forward. "Fear knocked on the door, trust opened it, and nobody was there." If I put trust in my faith, in my resources, and the people around me, my fear will go away. I have so much fear in my future, with my health and my schooling. I don't know if my upcoming surgery will help me out like it's supposed to. I don't know if I'll graduate on time. I don't know if I'll be able to pay off my school debt so I can graduate. I don't know a lot of things that are fucking with my emotions and my mind. I just need to trust that things will get resolved, that I'm stronger than I think I am, and watch the fear dissipate.

*sigh* This may take a while.

Tuesday, April 12, 2016

New Moon April 2016

So, I did nothing for the new moon this month on Thursday the 7th. Not that I didn't want to, I just had little energy that week. I've actually been having issues with my energy. On Sunday, I kept falling asleep and dozing off. My children had tried to wake me, even their father tried, and I still slept well past noon and kept dozing until about 3pm. I have no idea what that is about and I think I need to up my meditation and do some yoga.

I had received from a page I follow on Facebook about what the new moon would bring.

New Moon in Aries
Image: Fire
Things are coming to a head and confrontation seems inevitable on this New Moon. If you can't stand the heat, get out of the kitchen. Otherwise, stand your ground.
Keywords: Confrontation, emotional outbursts, sizzle, intensity, expect the unexpected

I didn't really have and issues that day; a couple of misunderstandings, and a rude customer, but nothing too out of the ordinary. There was one emotional outburst, but it was to be expected as it was her last day at the salon. For me, it was a day of celebration.

We'll see what next month brings.